Thursday, January 27, 2011

A letter from Vladek to Anja

This is your forever to be husband, my beloved wife.
How much I have missed you. Everything about you is so righteous. You have been an exceptional mother and wife. We went through so much together and yet, our love has never faded away. And when those hard time came, we were together. It wasn't long before we knew that we were meant to be. All these simple facts of me missing your smell, smile, hugs just meant so much to me. I hope that, wherever you are, you are proud of me and Artie. He is a handsome young man. Very smart and that follows his dreams until the end. He is very different than me, but we have raised him well. Very respectful and responsible young man. But there are so many questions to be asked. Did you not love me enough to bear with me? Did you nit like Artie enough to live with him? Did you think he criticized,us, too much? I wish I could understand what went through your head, while you were cutting your wrists. I wished I had arrived our home a bit earlier. But again, I had to get caught up at work and Artie at his work. Was that why? Because we did not give you enough attention? Oh my love, I beg your forgiveness. I wish I had known earlier. I would be there for you, every second, minute, hour and days of your life. I hope things went well down on Earth, or that I at least made you be proud of your survivor husband. Ahh, I think so much of our earlier life, of our experience, together. Those times were definitely the hardest, weren't they? I hope you don't think your life with me was worthless.

Tak bardzo ciÄ™ kocham
Vladek Spiegelman

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